The Courage to Rise with Wayshower Tawnya Love

Day 138 of 365 Days of Mindfulness Mastery

With Tawnya Love

June 17th, 2018

Beloved Soul Family,

I must get this off my Intuitive and highly aware heart. I just experienced an energetic ass kicking from my beloveds parents, primarily from his dad. From my observation I have opened myself up to these humans for over 2.5 years. Each interaction I show up authentic and open. I expect the best yet remain open to others choices. It is my intention that the lessons I just experienced and learned may help anyone going through similar.

Today after being asked to meet for Father’s Day coffee it happened again. I’m asked questions and so I answer, I engage with openness and presence. Then something strange happens, suddenly his mother starts to try to argue with me. I observe and express that I am agreeing with her point and so I wonder why she’s trying to argue.

Then the dad starts to compare myself with my Beloved. His ego is wanting to stimulate an ego reaction. I suddenly feel my hands shaking and my stomach feels nauseated. I notice I’m pulling away and covering my stomach and I’m having to consciously breathe. He starts telling me that if I basically shut the fuck up then people who are quiet like Will can speak. What’s interesting is I know my Beloved very well and he’s opened up to me on the reasons he chooses to remain silent around his over bearing family.

I sat in that tension listening to his dad making judgmental comments and I watched how he started moving towards me and hovering over me. At that point I recognized I was doing that thing, you know that people pleasing thing so many of us have been conditioned to do. Where you go silent and you just sit in that toxic energy gasping for your right to breathe and exist.

I noticed I was doing it and at that moment I started tearing up. Then the mom Shames me and says “look at her she’s mad now. Ohhh yeah she’s getting defensive!” I was incredibly present and knew I wasn’t defensive however I was in pain. My entire body was hurting and everything that is me said “GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!”

So I made a choice, I had to ignore that conditioning of sitting in that energy to be polite to humans that we’re energetically sucker punching my solar plexus. So I choose from my center, my wisdom that said LOVE Yourself and Rise! I stood up shaking and holding my stomach and I walked away.

Once I turned the corner I started bawling my eyes out and consciously began calling my power back and cutting this nasty toxic energetic cord immediately. About 20 min later my beloved came looking for me and his dad came at me again. This time shouting at me that he wasn’t judging me and that it was all my perspective. Basically trying to intimidate me away from my own awareness and observation.

I am a very Conscious human being and I can FEEL when others are energetically attacking, I also have a heightened awareness of the strategic reasons people say and do what they do in their painful ego games. They are afraid, they want to compete and compare, they want to control those around them. They are guided by fear not Love.

I am a human who speaks out when I observe this abuse and let’s just say my awareness pissed his dad off. What I had to forgive myself for was remaining in that energy as long as I did. For allowing myself to squirm painfully in hopes to help the abusers feel better? A choice I am getting stronger in making each moment.

Today I Love myself and I forgive myself for remaining in that disgusting tension as long as I did. I forgive these hurting, judgmental humans who choose to control others and cause pain. I Love them and hope for the best for them, I forgive them and I am consciously Done! I fully release them. I AM Not going back for more!

I told my beloved that it hurt to observe him just sit their silently doing nothing and just watching this parents energetically and emotionally attack me. I forgive him for that and I made it clear that I deserve someone who will speak up, who will be aware and no longer try to convince me to keep going back around humans that enjoy hurting me. And that it is important he understand this if we are to continue co-creating a Loving Honoring relationship.

He cried and said he was so sorry and that he didn’t know what to do. I feel that fear was the dominating energy today during this interaction. My presence was feared, my voice was feared and my choices to move away from the fear were judged. I also understand that this has been my beloveds choice in dealing with his controlling family. However it is not how I choose to handle this.

My beloved said he would never ask me to go around his parents again. He finally sees that they have some issues that they do not want to see. And that’s fine. However we both committed to choosing Love and awareness from this moment forward. And Love is clearly telling us to stop going back.

I feel guided to share this truthful experience because so often we can feel suffocated and silenced by other hurting humans choices and actions. We can feel isolated from the fearful, controlling energy others choose to project. I will Not surrender my voice, my awareness and my Self Love to anyone. Not for family, not for anyone. I would rather walk alone by choice than to remain in such toxic energy.

It can feel exhausting when you find yourself blindsided and bullied by a group of humans. My hope is that more of us will pay attention and choose to Love ourselves and move away from the negativity in whatever ways our Conscious awareness offers us. And that the hurting humans will stop bullying and get some help.

I’ve spent 2.5 years doing my best to understand these humans, doing my best to keep forgiving their abusive ways. I no longer choose to show up in their abusive life movie. They have been fired today and I now open myself fully to receive the Love I know I deserve in whatever beautiful ways this Abundant Universe has in store. I Now call forth Higher Vibrational humans to co-create with in my Love filled life movie. So universe bring it on!

I hope that anyone reading this that can relate on any level will choose to Love themselves and get the hell away from those who do not want to Love, nor understand you. You deserve Love, Your voice is Sacred Never surrender to fear and silence & numb yourself. This world needs Sacred Rebels like us, those who Love fiercely and refuse to be puppets on another’s egoic string.

Thank You for listening, Thank You for Loving, Thank You for Trusting in the unknown and releasing all forms of energy that are abusive. Trust me you’ll Always FEEL it, so listen to your truth, face that fear in it’s illusory face and Move away from it. Call back your power, forgive yourself for times you didn’t and choose to be the 🌟 in your new life movie where you are deeply Loved & Honored.

Namaste 💞🙏💞 Tawnya Love

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Quantum Creation & How We All play a part with Wayshower Tawnya Love

Day 137 of 365 Days of Mindfulness Mastery

With Tawnya Love

June 12th, 2018

Beloved Soul Family,

We are collectively realizing that everything is connected, remembering that each of us are an important piece of the cosmic collective energy field. We are beginning to realize that where we place our focus literally creates energetic ripples. Our focus effects our personal experience, as well as the experience of everything we are connected to.

This being known, we are realizing that every thought, belief, and expectation has a powerful effect on our universe. We effect everything we observe. According to physics, it is referred to as “disturbing the observed.” From the perspective of a physicist, “disturb” means to change or modify the molecules, the atoms, and the energy that makes up every physical thing. Like the butterfly effect, everything we observe, everything we do, affects everything else.

We are each influencial to the very world which we interact with and observe. Therefore, it’s important to understand that as we continue to look out at the world with judgment, bias, fear, and negetive beliefs and expectations, we are literally “disturbing” the world around us. Our inner world as well as the external world are being affected by Us and what we choose to focus on.

Now think about what will change as we individually and collectively begin to look out at our world with Love, joy, appreciation, and gratitude. When we begin to use our attention to look for the beauty, the goodness, the miracles, we begin to emit a frequency of Love, We Create Miracles, We Create Magic!

Simply by consciously choosing to look for the good, we raise the vibration of the planet, of the universe. By choosing to Love yourself in this moment rather than criticizing yourself, you’re positively affecting the universe. It’s important to remember that everything that I do effects everything else. Every action, every thought, every expectation emits a powerful frequency that reaches out, connecting with everything.

So many of us wish to change the world for the better. Well, my friends, you are always affecting the world. Therefore it would be a fantastic idea if we all set our intention to look for the good, the joy, the Love. If each of us simply chose to focus on what we Love and appreciate, we Are Creating a powerful ripple throughout the universe. We are creating more magic, drawing in more Love and abundance, simply by focusing on it.

Gratitude it is Changing Our World! Let us take our focus away from anything that creates a negetive feeling, and begin to notice and look for everything that’s going great in our world. Thank You for Your Presence & Your Participation. ✨🙏✨ Enjoy looking for the Miracles. ✨🦋✨

Take a stand for humanity! Be Conscious of All You are focusing upon and Creating.

Namaste, Tawnya Love & Source Oneness

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Want a better life? You must choose! W Wayshower Tawnya Love

Day 136 of 365 Days of Mindfulness Mastery

By Tawnya Love

June 2nd, 2018

Listen up my sisters & my brothers, I used to have parents who loved to remind me of how unworthy I was. Then I had a husband who Loved to remind me of the same. I attracted business owners, bosses who enjoyed preaching that same message.

Then one day I said, Fuck That! I remembered I was Source God manifested as a human and I was Fucking Worthy!!! I remembered I held All the power in my own Reality I chose to create. I remembered I was Love, Eternal, Infinite Unshakable Love. I remembered I was Incredibly Powerful, Intelligent & Capable.

And soooo….I realigned with the Spiritual Truth & dropped all the bullshit I’d been conditioned to believe. I walked my path alone for awhile in regards to being partner free and I Loved the shit out of myself. I began to notice the slightest shift in energy as others tried to manipulate or control me and I walked away quickly.

I had tests, I had plenty of hurting, manipulative humans try to force me to bow down and ignore my own Wisdom and Intelligence. Many of them threatening me and lashing out at me when I refused to bow down and follow. I forgave them all one by one and kept walking, kept climbing, kept leaping and I grew stronger and wiser and my super powers Blossomed and Illuminated from within me.

Now I am enjoying the most beautiful, peaceful, harmonious life experience beyond what I could even imagine years ago. I now have an incredible Beloved Soul Companion who Loves, honors, cherishes and supports me in every imaginable way. I now have a soul child who does the same and adores having me for her mother.

Life is Beautiful and Abundant where ✨ I AM ✨ and I know that in this life I am thriving rather than surviving, though this life could only be mine by my choices. No one gave me my power back, no other could open my eyes or mind but me. No one could make me leave abusive situations or people…I chose to move in new directions. I chose to remember my worth. I chose to Love myself and tolerate nothing less than Love. And those choices changed every aspect of my Purposeful Life! I had to make New choices!

So for my sisters, and yes my brothers too, do yourselves a Big Ass Favor and Choose to BE True to You! You have this New moment right here, so what do you choose today?

Ahhhh, the power of choices are beyond words transformative. Don’t just take my word for it, start living it!

Namaste, Tawnya Love ✨ Warrior Goddess Wayshower ✨💗✨

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Reclaiming Our Freedom with Wayshower Tawnya Love

Day 135 of 365 Days of Mindfulness Mastery

With Tawnya Love

June 1st, 2018

Beloved Soul Family,

Here is a very intense dream that I woke up from this morning:

I had this intense dream where I was at this school of some kind surrounded by water. We the children were taken from our homes to be “educated” and so it was presented like some kind of kindness and honor by the kidnapping, misaligned humans. Our parents surrendered us without a thought or question. Once we arrived at this desolate place we were broken up into groups taken away from anyone we knew. Then the games really started, they filled our minds with rules and regulations. And we were drilled every day to see how much we retained. I could tell no one was even questioning this controlling system. But I was watching with my eyes wide open. And I wanted out! I was Incredibly intelligent in my own natural way and I refused to be conditioned and broken to BE what “they” felt was appropriate. And I was noticed and I was beaten, set up and publicly humiliated. All in an attempt to tame me because I was dangerous they said.

I was dangerous to their efforts of brainwashing every child that had been ripped from their homes and families. I saw clearly that our freedom had been stripped from us and I wanted my freedom back and was willing to fight and be beaten for it.

I recall the end of the dream they were searching for me, the ones in charge. I had become more and more skilled at hiding. But one of them finally found me and blew this loud horn thing to draw all the good little brainwashed children and leaders forward to the center of our dwelling. They began announcing my crimes, and publicly sharing all of my weaknesses and places I was failing as one of their citizens (their perspective not mine). I knew they wanted to break me down mentally by doing this. So as they spoke I had become creative at drowning out their hateful words with my own inner song. When they attempted to beat me and break me physically I just threw my arms outstretched and looked up into the sky. I could still speak but I hadn’t spoken in weeks by choice. Suddenly I felt a power growing within myself that could no longer be contained and I shouted as loud as a human could possibly shout.. FREEDOM!!! I turned in every direction and shouted again and again… FREEDOM!!!! The hateful humans disappeared into a blur Absolute terror on their faces. Of me? Of the only human amongst them that refused to surrender their innate freedom. And then in a flash a power beyond their control engulfed me body and soul and I disappeared! So Real, so Intense!

I intuitevely know this is a real experience I went through before in past and current lifetime’s. And I know who I AM! I will Always BE an aware messenger of Love & Freedom!!!! Always ✨🦋✨ I also feel it’s Incredibly symbolic for our current society and what we do to our intelligent children.

Namaste 💞🙏💞 Tawnya Love

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Creating an Abundant State of Mind with Wayshower Tawnya Love

Day 134 of 365 Days of Mindfulness Mastery

With Tawnya Love

May 31, 2018

Happy Day Beloved Soul Family,

✨ True Abundance is all about our perspective & state of mind. By choosing to focus upon all that we appreciate we nourish an inner environment that attracts and opens us to receive even more abundance. Focus upon all the goodness you already do have and all that you are.

Remembering to be mindful of the spiritual truth of that which we focus upon expands. Therefore by shifting our focus upon gratitude, for ourselves and the goodness that surrounds us and is flowing to us, our abundance must follow.

Be mindful that you remain centered in the present moment, rather than being obsessed with an unknown future, or by dwelling and focusing upon a past that is over. Our True Power is Here Now. ✨

Namaste 💞🙏💞 Tawnya Love & the Angels

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Going within with Wayshower Tawnya Love

Day 133 of 365 Days of Mindfulness Mastery

With Tawnya Love 💗

May 29th, 2018

(Loving this Gorgeous Butterfly I captured a shot of at the Seattle Zoo)

Blessings Beloved Soul Family,

We can look to nature for guidance & understanding. So often in our attempt to fill an inner feeling of emptiness we can become too “outwardly” focused upon what we want, want, want. Mostly in a material manner. What if we focused “inward” and chose to fill that inner void with our Love & Presence? What if we focused upon what we Love & Appreciate? What if we focused more upon what we truly NEED to thrive as healthy individuals?

As a human living in this beautiful humble space of Surrendered Trust I can tell you all…it’s rather Pleasant & Amazing Here

💗💒💗

Namaste 💞🙏💞 Tawnya Love

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Enjoy that Beautiful Full Moon tonight

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Zen Living Custom Jewelry Creations by Tawnya Love

Beloved Soul Family,

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Namaste 💞🙏💞 Tawnya Love