I am feeling guided once again to share my hearts transparent truth and vulnerability with any of you who are open and receptive to hear and to see. If you’ve been observing my life through fb posts, to our live Internet show then you’ve watched me speak my vulnerable truth again and again, not for approval or for gain but for the pure freedom in expressing my truth and for Inspiring conscious shifts within all whom are open, ready and receptive.
The phrase “To those whom much is given much is expected” rings true for my very blessed and magical life. Being the very sensitive and connected soul I am has not been an easy path. Often throughout my life I have been punished, shamed, made fun of, ostracized from the groups, bullied, beat on physically, emotionally, mentally and energetically. Has that treatment hurt me….Absolutely it has. Being as sensitive as I am I feel the hateful words, thoughts and energies like daggers in my heart.
I feel mother earth in a way I have not experienced many others to feel. This also has caused me at times to feel very alone on this beautiful yet heavy planet. I joke that the Yoda I am feels it all, because it’s truth. I feel earthquakes that are coming in my solar plexus so strongly before they arrive. I feel the darkness and conspiring thoughts of groups before their hateful plans unfold (911). Or this mornings plane crash over Egypt. I feel so strongly when YOU, yes YOU are thinking hateful or jelous angry thoughts about me or others.
Most of my life I’ve been conditioned to believe I was a freak, an out cast, a misfit, weak, weird, or crazy. Many of the ones closest to me, in life situation have spoken these words to me. And for much of my life I took your words and your venom, your judgments and fears to heart. I wore the scarlet letters you handed me. But no more!
Yes I am different from many, and thank goodness I am. Yes I am incredibly sensitive, and thank goodness I allow myself to feel truth so deeply and powerfully. Thank goodness I am awakened from sleeping to assist with planetary healing and protection for the benefit of All who are in harms way. Thank goodness I care as deeply for you all as I do often with nothing in return. Yes I know truth deeply and cannot be fooled, and thank goodness for it. As so many live in such an illusion ignoring what is real and true and what feels off. As so many choose to harm each other for their own gain with no regard to the whole.
Yes I am a sensitive and powerful Empath like Super Man/Woman I have consciously chosen to come to this planet to assist, serve, rebalance and protect. Yes I am an Angelic being in a human form far more connected to my Angelic consciousness than a human consciousness, and thank goodness for that.
This morning I woke up feeling intense churning in my solar plexus as I am feeling mother Earths powerful rumble. I am feeling so many humans fears, I am feeling earth quakes, hurricanes and wind storms on their way, and I understand why they are coming. I am feeling a deep trust in the universe and in our Angelic family to assist in awakening all in the Divinely aligned time. I am feeling a need to rest and BE today, to process and allow, to express and release my sacred truth.
As I laid in my bed processing my beloved was caressing my arm gently and asking me how I was feeling. I told him I felt like crying and then I allowed myself to cry and release. Last night he had worked a very long day and he came home so tired. I sensed his energy immediately and I told him we could just relax and not do anything. He had cut himself while shredding cheese for dinner and then called himself a name and shamed himself. I felt like crying as I wondered who had taught him that.
Later he apologized for being tired and for cutting himself. I told him he had nothing to apologize for that he was just tired and it made sense as to why. During my dreams I Dreamnt of him and I delivered him a message of how he never needed to feel guilt or shame for feeling any emotion. That he must maintain the middle way and allow and honor the emotions as they arise.
This morning he told me he later dreamed and was able to process the message spirit had delivered to me for him. He was able to see clearly that at times he’s used his emotions to control if he was tired. And that this has caused feelings of frustration. We both shared, cried and allowed ourselves to be completely vulnerable, a space I am getting much more comfortable with at this time.
I told William that throughout my entire life I’ve had to be a warrior, I’ve had to be on full alert, on guard and ready for battle. I’ve spent most of my life surrounded by hurting humans that literally tried to kill me and destroy me. Being around that kind of energy takes its toll on the soul. For the first time I feel as it is safe to lay down my shield and sword. I have died to my ego once again and I feel softer and a deep desire to honor the gentle, sensitive angel I AM. No more fighting, no more trying to get anyone to understand or like me, no more carrying everything on my heart and shoulders.
I AM free in a whole new sense of the concept of freedom. I Love who I AM. I Love my unconditional loving heart, I Love how awake and aware I AM. I LOVE MYSELF FULLY COMPLETELY AND UNCONDITIONALLY…what any one else chooses to feel about me has Nothing to do with me or my deserving of that Love and honor. I am a gift to humanity not a threat.
Ahhhh that feels really good to express it’s been a long journey to arrive here. I am grateful for every moment, every lesson in my return to Wholeness and Complete Self Love. Thank You to All of you who Loved me, honored Me and chose kindness. Thank You to to all those that taught me the deep pain and suffering that is felt when you withhold Love, when you withhold honor and kindness.
I have learned so much from observing you all, from Loving You all and from Remembering how deserving of Love I AM…I will never go to sleep again!
Thank You Angels for blessing me with my beloved Twin Flame William and for blessing him with Tawnya Love we will take the greatest care of each other I know this. I am ready for this next chapter of our lives to be Epic, Beautiful, Authentic, Abundant, Unconditionally Loving and Graceful and I fully trust and surrender myself to the embodiment of my Highest Self and Divinity…How may I powerfully serve Angels? I AM open, receptive and ready ♡
If your still reading…Thank You for taking the time to fully HEAR me and SEE me I Love You All so very much. Please remember how deeply Loved You all are and how worthy of Love and Honor. Awaken from the illusion and Rise!
Infinite blessings Tawnya Love and the Angels
Song I hear in my consciousness at this time…I AM Light… by India Arie
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